I have another problem

When I watch awards on the tv like Oscars, I wish i could be there, with all that glamorous and classy people, so i get sad, because I am so far away to live that life, and then i get mad, i know that isn't normal but who says i'm normal?

In the bible i read that everything in this world is vanity, so we have to put our vision in spiritual things because they are eternal. Oscars and that fancy shit are not eternal.